Thursday, September 3, 2009

Good times. Always a good time with Patrick. Always. /sarcasm
I'm purple, he's black.
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So I heard thru the grapevine that u look like hell. I may hate u, but u still need to take care of urself fucker. Thats all.

Lmfaooooooooo its so true!!! Who told you?? I miss you. How come u never call? U know this is just a game between us of pride and misery lol. I know u love me :)

"A game of pride and misery." How so? I dont call bc - like you - i dont care and bc i dont need u anymore.

We don't wanna be the first to call even though we think 'oh he will or she will call first, I don't need him/her' lol u just said it. Its so prideful. Ilu dollface ;) now what birdie told u I'm ugly? Lol

U use 'we' like YOU actually care, which is funny bc we both kno u dont. :P We're both extremely fucked up ppl who just so happened to be brought together for an instant in time for reasons i will never understand but will always be unbelievably grateful for. Its not necessarily about pride for me, but about not trying to fight against the way something is meant to be. An it was my best friend who saw u at the mall 2 weeks ago who said u look like hell; u know, the one whose name u dont know.

Oh yeah duh. I remember seeing her. I did look bad that day. I was exhausted. Ilu and u know it tho right?

So u say

Don't be like that. U know we have unconditional love for each other forever ;) Did she say I got fat?

I also know that ur so insecure that u really would like nothing more than for me to say it back to u. And all she said was that u looked like shit. I used 'hell' to be nice.

Thanks babe. I hadn't shaved and my clothes don't fit hahahaha I'm gonna start taking hydroxycut when I get the money

Which will be never.

Fuck u hahaha. Actually in 2 months everything will change

Been hearin that for fuckin ever too


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And that was that.
smh. I will never understand.
Bah.
(In a non-sheep-like way, but a more Bah!-I'm-fed-up way.)

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